Loved reading your story, Lauren.
More power to you for trying to heal and grow out of your experiences.
In the past one year, I've lost two of my Instagram accounts (one with 13k followers and another with 2k followers). It was affecting the main purpose of my writing, which was to write good, relatable content. So, I understand a little bit of what you're saying about social media affecting our mental health.
Sending you positive vibes so you can heal quickly (or slowly, as long as it helps you comes out better)
Looking forward to reading more of your stories here on Medium.